It’s so nice to be back from my mini sabbatical week! For those of you who haven’t heard, I decided to take every 7th week off to step back from the day-to-day and recharge. I just had my very first sabbatical week the previous week, and it was really awesome!
As promised, I wanted to report back and share how I spent my week off. To me, this was not a vacation, per se, but an opportunity to breathe and do something I don’t normally get to do.
1) I created a new drawing tutorial.
Some of you may have seen it, but I participated in a blog hop with Kelly Johnson of Wings, Worms, and Wonder on Wednesday October 7 as a guest blogger! I had always wanted to do tutorials, so I was excited and honored when she approached me to join her.
She asked each participating artist to come up with a tutorial that inspires people to connect/re-connect with the nature. I thought about what I could teach people and decided to create this Fall Leaf Marker Drawing tutorial! I’ve received positive feedback from folks that it was very accessible and inspired them to try marker drawing. I really enjoyed the process, too, and hope to create more tutorials in the future!
2) I cooked more.
I might have mentioned this here before, but I’m not that into cooking. I don’t dislike it but just don’t enjoy spending a lot of time cooking up some gourmet meals (that’s more my husband’s thing, which I’m very grateful for!) I enjoy eating simple tasty meals that are quick to make.
But there is something about non-regular cooking, like making jams, baking, and making fermented foods that I like. It might be because the process is fairy simple, and you get to enjoy the products over time? Canning and fermentation make me feel very empowered, too. You can turn some fresh ingredients into things that last for a long, long time. Magical!
I used to do these things more often before I got serious about my art business. Even though I’m not juggling a day job and art any more, I’ve been plenty busy and was feeling like I didn’t have the energy to do much else.
My husband had been asking me to make more jam because we were out for a while. So I decided to tackle that during my sabbatical week!
We buy fresh fruits in bulk during the summer and freeze them. I prefer to make jam when the weather has cooled down because our apartment gets super hot during the summer, and it wouldn’t be fun to do water bath canning then… :p
I made three kinds of jams this time! Our all time favorite blueberry, apricot, and I made a new addition, spiced apricot with cinnamon and clove. YUM.
It’s kind of a long story, but I’ve been on an elimination diet of no grain flour for a while. But after making so much yummy jam, I really wanted to have something to eat it with. So I did some research and found this easy almond flour muffin recipe!
It was really quick to make and was delicious! It has a nutty, earthy flavor, and the texture is very similar to cornbread. It went really well with my jam too!
And I just generally spent more time cooking during the week. I love to eat and am happy when my creations turn out yummy!
3) I made art for fun.
I still make something every day, but nowadays I spend much less time making art just for fun. During the sabbatical week, I tried to turn off my work mode and doodled my little heart out.
Here are some of the drawings I made!
Aren’t these fun?? As I shared in this blog post, I always get new inspiration and fresh ideas for future work when I’m playing around.
4) More friend/family hang out time
I had a few dates planned with my friends but ended up having just one for one reason or another. It worked out fine because, well, I’m an introvert and I recharge by being alone 🙂 My husband was away for work for a few days too, so it was a good balance between having a nice quiet time alone and hanging out with him when he was home!
5) Veg out!
Don’t worry, I wasn’t being productive and doing things all the time, either. I did sleep in and just veg out too! In one afternoon, Dave and I just watched a whole bunch of Netflix shows on our couch. It was very nice 🙂
Our kitty was helping me be a couch potato = his special talent
It took me a couple of days to turn off the work mode, but I really enjoyed the slow week. I totally feel more energized and calm this week. I’m really glad I decided to schedule regular time-off and can’t wait for my next mini sabbatical! I’m gonna need it 🙂
The title of today’s blog post is “If it’s not written down, it didn’t happen.” Have you heard of this saying before? I learned it when I was starting out my career in HR at my old day job. Basically, if supervisors aren’t diligently documenting employees’ performance issues, you have no leg to stand on if they get fired for bad performance and sue you or file for an unemployment. You can say “Well, we fired Yuko because she was doing a terrible job!” but if you can’t tell the judge or the employee any specifics, it’s not very helpful.
But today, I’m not talking about HR best practices. I’m talking about the importance of documenting the steps you took to accomplish your goals.
Have you ever had moments where someone asks you, “So what did you do today?” and you go, “Uh, I was really busy. I did stuff… but can’t remember what I did??” Trust me, I’ve been there. Especially at my day job because I was wearing multiple hats and was constantly multi-tasking (you know how fond of multi-tasking I am… NOT). By the end of the week I was like, where have I been? What did I really do? I was busy. I was doing stuff. But what did I actually accomplish??
My husband, Dave, has been keeping a journal for a few years. It’s not the “Dear Diary” type of journaling, which I have done, but more like bullet points, here is what I did today. He started doing that because he’s been self-employed for many years and was having the same problem of remembering what he did each day. In his journal, he writes down things for work and non-work stuff, like “I planted potatoes today.” although as permaculture teacher and designer, planting potatoes is sort of related to his work 🙂
Earlier this year at my day job, I started a career development program for employees and encouraged folks to start writing down what they’ve done each day to achieve their career goals. It’s a great way to keep track of your progress and also to show their supervisors what they’re accomplishing in their day-to-day. And I encouraged the supervisors to do the same and write down what their employees are doing well and where they’re struggling.
It helps the employees see what they’ve been doing to reach their career goals and have the documentation to look back on when we meet for our goals check-ins. It provides supervisors cohesive overview of how their employees have been doing over time and helps identify their strengths and challenges. Not to mention a good back-up documentation if they ever have to let someone go because of a poor performance (Yikes!) or promote someone for exemplary performance (Yay!).
Of course, this tool is very practical and useful for anyone who is pursuing their goals!
So, let me tell you how I use the documentation to stay motivated and focused on my goals.
Back in March of this year, I started meeting with an accountability partner once a month. Accountability partner is someone you meet regularly to check in about goals and challenges. They listen, offer support and problem-solve with you if necessary, and you do the same for them. I’m fortunate to have two of them, which I’ll write more about in my future blog post.
Anyway, in our meetings, we each set a few concrete goals to work on before the next meeting. And in the following meeting, we share how we did with our goals and set our next goals.
Because I wanted to be able to reflect back on my experience as accurately as possible, I started writing down what I did around my goals every day in a little notebook. It’s nothing elaborate – I just write down dates and tasks I accomplished that day. Before our next meeting, I would review what I’ve done and report back the summary of my accomplishments and challenges. It makes our meetings a lot more efficient, and I don’t have to waste my precious brain space to hold all the details.
People use different tools, including apps, to journal, but since I work on my computer all the time, I like using the physical notebook for taking notes and jotting down ideas.
My notebooks! I use the little Ecojot notebook on the left (www.ecojot.com) for my daily documentation and my Lisa Congdon notebook on the right (www.lisacongdon.com) for ideas and future planning.
I like to write them down as I go instead of waiting till the end of the day to do it. For instance, I got up this morning and finished a blog post, uploaded the title illustration, and scheduled the post on social media. So that’s what I wrote in my notebook. I like logging things as I go because chances are, I’ll forget to write them down or forget what I did! I’ve seen it happen many times to Dave because he sometimes batches his entries every few days and asks me if I remembered what he’s been doing!
I suppose calendars could work fine for this purpose, too, but I don’t track everything on my calendar. Like for this morning, I would just put “blog” on my calendar but not all the details. Calendar, however, is helpful for tracking time. It’s interesting to see how much time a particular project takes. I’m not super conscious about it usually because I normally don’t finish things in one sitting.
For example, when I’m writing a blog post, I start with a rough draft where I just let it come out of my head and start typing without worrying about grammar or structure. Then I’ll step away and work on something else for a while. I might come back to the post the next day and start editing. Usually I complete one blog post over 3 to 4 days. When I added up the hours, I learned it takes about 8 hours from start to finish, including creating the title illustration and scheduling posts on social media. I work very similarly when I’m creating an art piece, too. It helps to clear my head from one thing and be able to look at it with fresh eyes later.
Going back to keeping a daily documentation, It’s been 6 months since I started it, and my notebook is almost full! It’s very satisfying, and I’m also looking forward to starting on a new *cute* notebook 🙂 Ah, the small pleasures of life…
I use the same notebook for my accountability meetings and my daily log, so notes about my goals and challenges are all in one place. These notes are nice to review not only to remember what you’ve been doing but also to see how far you’ve come.
Like I said before, I try not to compare myself to other people. It’s one thing to learn from other people, but once it turns into jealousy or competitiveness, it’s no longer helping you achieve your goal. Instead, compare yourself now to yourself 3 months ago. 6 months ago. 3 years ago. When you look at your work from 3 years ago and compare it to what you do now, you should be able to see how you’ve improved. With your daily documentation, you can now tell what you’ve done to get here.
It’s interesting to look back on my notes now, though, because many of the goals I set and struggles I was having don’t seem nearly as challenging as they did then. For example, uploading all the portfolio pieces to a new licensing website seemed so daunting back in April. But since it’s been done for several months, I don’t even think about it. So when I have similar challenges now, I know that the actual hardest part is getting started. It doesn’t feel as scary because I’ve done it before, and it wasn’t as hard as I thought.
As I write this, I’m realizing I need to start documenting “how” I do things too. I document the process when I work on client project so I can tell them how I ended up with the solution, but not so much for my day-to-day things. As I grow my business, I would probably be hiring some helping hands down the road, and it would be nice to be documenting my procedures now for training people later. Note to self!
I like to celebrate small successes every day. As a creative business owner, I know there will never be a day when I’ll cross everything off my list. I also know that it can take years to grow your business, and you may not see any results for a long period of time. It can be depressing and discouraging at times. That’s why it’s so important to keep a documentation of the small progresses you make every day. When you do see results from your business, you’ll know how you got there and what you’ll need to keep doing to reach your dream.
Start writing down what you’re doing! So next time someone asks you what you did all day, you have bullet points to give them 🙂
Take care!
xoxo Yuko
p.s. I have two art shows going for the month of October! Original works from my 365 Day Happiness Project will be on display and for sale at Common Ground Coffee & Cupcakes until the end of October (*Artist reception on Friday October 2, 6-9pm!) and my brand new watercolor abstract paintings will be on display and for sale at Geraldine’s Counter during the month of October as well.
How was your week? I hope you’ve been enjoying summer wherever you are.
Here in Seattle, it’s been sunny and beautiful. My husband’s away for work most of the month, so I’ve been taking over taking care of our veggie gardens. Some things in our gardens are growing like crazy (thumbs up to beans, eggplants, and cucumbers) and some not so much (thumbs down to tomatoes and zucchinis… Sadface.)
So I had a full week since I quit my day job last week. I can tell that it will take a long time to mentally transition to my new life 100%. I can still feel the anxiety of “What am I doing at home?? Shouldn’t I be in the office?” from time to time. I just take a deep breath and try to let it roll.
One thing I did to start off my new artist life on the right foot was I went on a mini solo retreat over on Whidbey Island for a couple of days. It was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made, guys.
This is where I stayed. So peaceful and beautiful ❤
There is a saying in Japan that loosely translates to “When in hurry, take the long way.” I was overwhelmed with all of my “to-dos” in my head and didn’t know where to start. Although it didn’t feel “productive” to sit and think for two days, it was exactly what I needed. I’ll write more about my solo retreat on my blog next week 🙂 There is so much to share!
Today’s post is the last of my Happiness Project Reflection series! I’ve been writing about various learning moments that happened while creating art about happiness every day for 365 days. But I don’t feel like I’ve properly acknowledged how awesome it is that I accomplished the big goal I set for myself.
So today, I want to celebrate it by sharing the highlights of my growth and some opportunities that came out of my 365 Day Happiness Project!
You ready? Here goes.
These are the highlights of what I’ve gained internally. They’re powerful because these are things I will keep forever and will tap into in my creative journey ahead.
I gained more confidence as an artist.
This one is big for me. I’ve talked about it here often, but I’ve always felt insecure about my art. It’s wonky and child-like. But through the project, I’ve heard from so many people who appreciated the unique voice I added to the world by providing art that was mine. I also heard from people that it gave them the confidence because they made art that was also kinda wonky.
I’ve developed a discipline to keep a consistent creative practice every day. I rediscovered my love for art as an adult after not engaging in any sort of art activities for many years. I would draw or paint when I felt like it but realized I needed a more consistent practice if I wanted to make a living by doing art. By making a public commitment that I will be making and posting art every day for 365 days, I created an accountability measure for myself. It really helped. It helped create a habit to create every day. Even though my daily project has been over for several months, I still make time to make art for myself every day no matter how busy it is. It’s like workout – you just miss it if you stopped going even though working out is not always fun!
I’ve deepened my artistic style. I talked about this in this post, but consistent daily practice is the most effective way to establish and deepen your artistic style. You probably already have a style (or styles) you’re drawn towards – daily practice will give you many opportunities to find inspiration and hone in on your signature style.
I’ve used art as a tool for healing. I knew art has many many intangible effects, but I experienced its healing power when I lost my kitty. You can read more about the experience here.
I took a risk every day by putting myself out there. I think this is reason enough for a celebration. I don’t enjoy being vulnerable in public. But I knew I had to get used to it if I wanted to become a successful artist. It does get easier – after a while, being afraid of faceless/nameless haters gets old. You learn to focus your energy on what’s helping you accomplish your goals, rather than what’s holding you back.
I learned art is my passion and is worth pursuing with all of my heart. This is an interesting one. I knew I liked drawing and wanted to pursue it. But through the project, I really knew I was passionate about it. I experienced how art feeds my heart and soul, and I experienced it on a regular basis. It made me realize how much I wanted to experience that even more every day and that I needed to do whatever I could to pursue it.
I learned hard work pays off. This is another big one. I’ve heard many times “You work hard and put yourself out there, and the results will follow.” But I didn’t know if or how it was going to happen for me. This project has opened many doors for me as an artist in a way I didn’t expect to. I’m a believer now 🙂
And, I’ve had other more tangible results as well! Here are some:
I have 365 new illustration pieces I didn’t have before. I mean, sort of duh, but I still think it’s splendid that I created 365 pieces of joy that didn’t exit before. I may have mentioned before that I want to turn some of them into prints – I haven’t gotten to it yet, but it’s moving forward, so stay tuned for an announcement!
I/my project was featured in a presentation my hero Lisa Congdon gave in Portland, OR. Lisa is one of my art heroes. Her work and the ways she approaches her work and life really resonate with me. I talked about how Lisa’s daily projects inspired me to start my own in this post. She was looking for people to submit their sketchbook project to include in one of her presentations, and I sent her my Happiness Project. I was so honored when she said she’d include my project in her talk!! I admit it: I’m a total fan girl – I was walking on clouds when she introduced my work as “her favorite” during her talk ❤ It was never my goal (and it still isn’t) to get a recognition from my heroes, but I was lucky enough to get it from someone I admired so much. It was even sweeter because she was the reason why I started the project. We remain friends, and she keeps inspiring me ❤
I have 4 art shows this year, compared to 0 last year. Having an art show was a secret dream of mine this year. I can’t remember why it was a secret 🙂 but it wasn’t something I was pursuing very hard either. But after the Happiness Project finished, I had so many art pieces and felt they needed to be seen by more people. So every chance I get, I was asking people if I could have a show. Although it may feel awkward, you really need to ask for it if you want something. You never know if someone is looking for exactly what you have to offer! By asking for a show, I got 4 shows at local cafes and a restaurant! They’re pretty low-key, low-pressure venues which is perfect to get my feet wet. I just ended a show at a super cute cafe, Columbia City Bakery, in my neighborhood in July and received very positive reviews. The coordinator has asked me to contact her again when I have new pieces to show 🙂
Me and my mom at the show ❤
I received a generous care package from Sakura of America.
You may know Sakura of America as a company who makes Micron pens, which I’ve used many of to draw. They have been following me on Instagram since the Happiness project and asked if I wanted a care package from them! I immediately said YES. A few days later, I received a box full of beautiful pens, markers, and paints to play with. What a wonderful surprise! I’ve been having lots of fun creating with the new drawing supplies I received from them. (My title illustration for today was created using their Koi Brush Pens.) Sounds like I may be one of their guest Instagram posters in the future (in 2016) and may also be creating some tutorial videos for them. Stay tuned!
I even decorated pen holders using the new markers & pens ❤
It gave me at least 10 blog posts!
It helped me tremendously to kick off my goal of publishing weekly blog posts. I think of more things to write about the more I write, so I’m sure there will be more posts related to my experience from this project! 🙂
As of today, I’ve brought in twice more $$ in sales and commission work this year than the entire year of 2014.
Granted it is not a lot of money at all (I would share the real number if it was more!) but still something to celebrate about!! Woo hoo! Growth is good even if it’s small.
I’ve created communities that support and value my work.
I wrote about how relationships are what fuel me to create and grow in this post. And it’s really true. My communities are continuing to grow, and I get so much encouragement and inspiration from them. It is definitely the best thing I’ve gotten out of this project!!
When I started the project, I didn’t know what to expect. I didn’t know if I would finish it or if anyone would care. Yet I gained so much from it. Much more than I’d ever expected.
They might be small wins but it means so much to me. It tells me there will be more exciting opportunities for me as I continue to work hard and keep sharing what I have to offer. I mean, imagine what I can accomplish now that I don’t have a day job to go to? I want to squeal and do a lap around the apartment when I think of all the things I want to work on!!
Sure I’ve lost some sleep and fun social time, and that’s not to be taken lightly. But was it worth it? Absolutely.
Have you been working on any daily/weekly/monthly project? Tell me about it in the comment!
p.s. This month, I’m working on a Daily Sketch Project with my fellow illustrator Janine Crum. Check out my and other peeps’ daily sketch on Instagram hashtag #MakeWithMe.
p.s. 2 – Have you signed up for my e-newsletter yet? I just sent out my first one and have been hearing very positive feedback about it 🙂 Join me here ❤
Thank you guys! It’s been a pleasure having you in my community 🙂
By the time this blog post comes out, I will have told everyone I know that I’m quitting my day job at the end of July!!! It’s super scary and exciting. I’m taking a break from having a regular job so I can devote more time and energy into pushing my art/illustration career forward for a while. I will write more about my exciting life change later in another blog post! Stay tuned! It’s a HUGE change, believe me!
Now back to our regular programming 🙂
Today I’m reflecting on the concept of “practice makes perfect.” I mentioned on my Why I Want to Write Regularly post that I set a goal to write regularly because I’ve never felt writing was my thing. It takes me a long time to put my thoughts on a paper in a coherent and compelling way. In order for me to feel comfortable putting something in the world, I need to be able to formulate my thoughts, analyze it and organize it. Over and over.
One of the many benefits of doing the 365 Day Happiness Project was I forced myself to draw something every day. Before that, I drew occasionally. I would draw when I had specific projects to work on and then get busy with other things in my life. I knew that wasn’t a good practice if I wanted to be a working artist/illustrator. How would I know if I like having a career in art if I didn’t know what it’s like to draw every day all the time?
I also mentioned in my Your Imperfections are OK post that you may never feel your work is “100% perfect” no matter how much you practice. You will get better, though, and you will find your voice or your “style” through consistent practice. In fact, it may be the only way to get better and develop your own style.
In the beginning of my 365 Day Happiness Project, I would sketch in pencil first and then trace it with pen because I was afraid to make a mistake. I was also trying different styles of hand-lettering and writing too. I would create the lettering separately, scan in both the drawing and lettering, digitally color them in, and make one picture to post. Sometimes I would use a drawing pad to write my words.
I made these drawings using this method:
I quickly became tired of how very time-consuming it was, and so I began experimenting with just drawing with pen without first sketching with pencil. It was scary at first. My drawings were already kinda wonky, so it didn’t make a big difference in the quality. But I grew to like how relaxed and organic everything looked. Not to mention time-saving! Well, except for when I couldn’t get something right and had to draw over and over… :p
These are examples of pen drawings from the early days:
I use Pigma Micron pens in case you’re wondering.
You might notice that I was much more experimental with my hand lettering in my early days. I wanted fancy hand-lettering to be my “thing.” I took a hand-lettering e-course by Seanwes and drooled over many fancy hand-lettered pieces on the internet. Although I still love beautiful hand-lettered pieces and try a few different styles now and then, I settled on these very casual hand-writing/lettering styles. I think it works well with my overall style.
I still just draw with a pen or a paint brush for many of my works. I love that that’s my style. It’s not “perfect” but it is “me”. Simple, relaxed, and friendly. Just the way I want you to feel when you see my art!
I’m going to say this again. Don’t worry about becoming “perfect“: It is a dangerous trap for many of us. What you want to see is improvement in your work over a period of time. It’s easier to see your improvements if you compare your work from a year ago vs. a week ago (unless you put in many many hours of practice in one week!) Are you happier with what you made? Are you consistently producing high (or higher) quality work? Are you putting in your best effort into your work? What about your work says it’s yours?
Close out of your Instagram or Pinterest feeds now, and get making your own thing 🙂